As I pondered what to do.
What were these voices in my head?
How was I to know that I wasn’t going crazy? Truth of the matter is that there is no normal.
I had just quit my job. I was lost and scared. I needed some answers and direction for my life.
Why is it that I always find myself struggling?
What made that person better than me?
How did they get to live a privileged life and I am still trying to get out of poverty?
I’m a hard worker. I’m a happy, fun and energetic lady whom it seems people like.
So why have I had so much pain? Why can’t I be treated like I deserve? Why do I care for people when all I get in the end is pain?
One of the first things I came across was like coming from an old friend.
Every morning on my school bus ride was Paul Harvey.
It was like I had a friend in my computer leading by the hand.
So let’s start here with an Interview with the Devil
And a Letter from God.
There is so much information out there and I would love it if you would like to join in the discovery of our OLD TEACHINGS and possibly a path to a new beginning.
I have never been the least bit interested in going to church. I don’t know why, it’s not that I didn’t believe in a God or something out there I just never felt right about church. Ever since I was little, anytime that I was out in Nature, I was attending MY CHURCH.
I have tried to read the Bible many times but I just couldn’t manage it. Now, with videos on YouTube, I am able to learn so much more and not be the close minded person of a particular religion. Yet, I envied those who have been educated on many religions. They seemed to have a better understanding of my soul or me for them.
I believe that the Bible was created to be a Political/Governmental tool not to Guide the People but to Control the People. The Bible was assembled by a group of men that had a motive. Teachings of the Old Knowledge became Preaching of a Book.
Part of my confusion was how can a God demand that you only worship him and that he is a cruel and punishing God with so many rules and restrictions. There must be more to the story that has been left out.
I have learned that Jesus is not the first to have ascended. Before Jesus was Thoth and the Emerald Tablets.
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